today i had this appointment with my mom to go talk to this counselor person for this class i might be taking. it's getting ready for college, like which colleges are right for you.. how to write a resume blablabla. i actually want to take this class because the counselors are really really nice and it seems interesting. the class is only once a month! from october to next year november. i was totally arguing and shouting at my mom today on the car on the way there because again she was constantly nagging me on how i dont care about my future and some people are just innate with the quality of motivation. then i cooled down after the interview and started to tell her about a bunch of random stuff that was going on in my life.. i have mood swings. but its her fault! her and her annoying ways.. grrrr. i tell my mom everything.. everything except boys. well i talk about boys just not in that way.. like "ohmygawd mommy like theres this tootally hot guy roight? and and he just makes me melt" nuh uh. not like i talk like that anyway ;) my mom always says "keep your distant from boys.. be friends but you can have your first bf when youre in college" hah.. a bit too late for that. =X

i know this has been going on for a while.. but it really pissed me off when somebody told me about it last week.

Anonymous #1: yeah you should know about computers cuz your webpages are really good!
Anonymous #2: yeah but *blank* said that your skills are fake and you use one of those composers to do everything for you
Me: DUDE.....

(nameless) has been telling everyone that my webpages are only "good" because i "cheat" on them. supposedly i dont do any html and im not truly good at it. that totally pisses me off because i DO use html. and im not saying im good or anything because i can name a ton of people who are way better than me at making webpages. the little composer thing just starts me off on the basic stuff because im too lazy to type it.. just like adding the background..and a few pictures and THATS IT! i already know how to do it, im just a lazy ass. everything else.. i start typing with all those html codes in front of me. no offense but its not like you can do any better. and i know youre reading this. im not particulary pissed off at you.. im just mad at the stupid selfish rumor you started when you dont even know. i hate rumors. esp when theyre about me. (haha duh). and EVERYONE i do not like the new fob at school okay!? I DONT. he is just above average good looking. so why does everyone think i do!? ive never talked to him or associated with him so leave it alone and stop spreading lies.

im also extremely irritated by my brother. he is such a complete selfish brat. he always wants to buy everything.. if he doesnt leave the store w/o a toy or whatever he HAS to buy something.. ANYTHING. which is soo stupid. he is not conservative at all. when we went to LA this summer he wanted to buy this lego set that cost $100!! and everything he builds with legos always gets broken, the pieces get lost, and he throws it into the closet. everytime! and he said "NOO but itll be different with this one!" PUHleezz said that done that. so i convinced my parents to not buy it for him.. aiya they can be so blind at times. then yesterday morning we were running late and i told my brother to eat faster and i told him he was so slow and because of that he said "Well im going to eat slower now!" so he eats extremely slow.. my dad brings in the newspaper and i say "i reserve the first page [of comics]" and he said "NO I WANT IT!" and i replied "well if i give it to you then you have to eat faster" he then says "NO! if you DONT give it to me ill eat even slower!" what a butthead. but good thing i didnt give in i said "NO WAY!" and all the comebacks he can think of are "youre fat and dumb" what an idiot.