happy chinese new year! my goodness yesterday was a very "fun" day full of moodswings and a day of lagrimas (spanish word, look it up kiddos :P). at school i took my last 2 finals.. yes theyre over. then grades came out after school. i have an A in chem and spanish thank god. but a B+ in geometry! HOW COULD THAT HAPPEN!? i thought the final was soooo easy. anyway i tried to forget about it because after school me, michelle, kaitlin, cheryl, steph, jess, debra, and tiff went to this viet restraunt for lunch and then great mall. it was pretty fun... although i do not enjoy shopping as much as others. there's a new charlotte russe at the great mall! its sooo nice. i got a skirt for 7 bucks there. sales sales sales. haha. then when i came back home i told my mom about my grades and she freaked out and i got mad/sad at her because before she said it was okay if i got some Bs and that she didnt want me to stress. so my family drags me to ophelia for chinese new year eve dinner even though i really didnt want to go because i was in a very emotional state. i kept tearing and sniffling throughout the dinner. then my brother, being the idiot he is, says to me "aw dont crrrrry... cryyyy baby" and i break down crying my eyes out and hyperventilating. pretty soon i go back to "normal" again and then my dad starts questioning, "whos this guy who lives in oakland? why do you talk to him so much? youre too young to have a boyfriend!" then i break down again and start saying "i dont have a boyfriend!! i swear on my life i dont!!" which is true! and he says "im not blaming you or anything" and i scream out "yes you are! i hate my life." and im causing a scene and i can feel everyone in the restraunt staring at me. yes okay then my mom comforts me and after a while we just talk about how gay my current and past teachers are. what a happy new years. there's a chinese suspicion saying that the way one acts on new years eve portrays how they will act for the rest of the year. i hope thats not true...