i drove my moms huge town and country chrysler van to the library today. let's just say i am better off with smaller cars. i was so unfamiliar with everything. i didnt even turn on the engine when we were driving onto mission blvd. -__- i was driving with the car just rolling. hmm no wonder it was really heard to press the brake pedal. harhar. well i was trying to change lanes but i was scared i would run into a car since the car is so freaking huge, and i got honked at because i had my signal light on for too long. my moms hands were shaking. since the library is near the police station, there was a police car right next to me and i got really paranoid. my mom was like "you might want to drive a little faster since youre driving 5 miles under the speed limit." darn i usually speed, but when i get scared and nervous i go extra slow. heh. well at least i made it to the library in one piece! yeah but my mom drove us home. hah oh well.
honestly, do you think i can really truly fully trust you? think about what you did. do you think i can just bounce back like that and just put my trust you completely? i dont think so. it needs to be gradually redeemed, but you wont even take the chance to try to build that trust to show me and give me a good reason to trust you again. yeah so whatever. its full of ambiguous answers with no explanations. and you not only need to be honest to me, you need to be honest to yourself.
