yesterday was tiring. i went to church and i love auntie marrina. she's such a good speaker and she's so nice. afterwards we had no lunch because the church ordered from mr. chau's but the order never came through. my mom took off for the japanese bookstore and that was not a good idea. my yearbook was on the car and i need to give it to tiffany to give it to jon. thankfully my mother came back just in time and i gave tiff my yearbook (which is in all color! ^_^) and the mcdonald's squirt toy for jon. harhar. everyone was telling me to go to the bbq at auntie marrina's house, but my parents already decided "no." well i got myself my own ride from emery so i could go! thanks emery. and THANKS CHARLES. hahahaha. i feel sorry for that boy. ive hit his sunburn back so many times that hes dead-frightened of me. at the bbq it was mostly two hours of taboo and i barely ate. lots of screaming. jon and brian came late. later we sang hymns and testimony sharings. i realized i started tearing when jon shared. i dont know why. that boy means so much to me.. like a twin brother. it was also really encouraging to hear from the junior highers. amy is almost done with the Bible! that is really impressive.. i should do that too. except i can never really find the time and dedication. :P after some of us went outside and attempted to play football but it was too dark so i ended up staring up at the pretty night sky. the sky is a lot clearer there versus fremont. then all the guys started talking about yugioh. ewww. ive noticed something really strange lately. recently ive been having trouble breathing. i dont know what it is.. i dont think its serious, but its like this emotional thing and my heart feels heavy and it feels like i cant take in the satisfactory amount of air i need. it happened a lot including during the bbq and shopping yesterday. but when i went in for the saturday meeting and started singing it stopped. and then yesterday during the bbq while we were sharing it stopped too. very strange. it started again when the boys were talking about yugioh and i had to sit down. jons mom is funny. she came up to me and she was like "you shouldve given the turtle toy to me!! I WANT THAT! make jon give it to me" haha too cute. auntie jean sent me, charles, and ruby back home. charles was being such a dork. he was asking auntie jean, "yeah so i know a friend. if this person cant stop hitting people do you think its a problem??" and auntie jean was responding with "well it depends.. blabla" and charles said "yah probably because shes spoiled.. etc." UGH. then he's like "i think ill call this person right now." and my cell phone started ringing but i hung up on him and he said "yah i think its really rude when people hang up on others." then i said "yah charles you know next sunday? forget it." then he got all whiny and rebellious. hilarious, that guy is weird. okay i have tennis today.. time to get.. in shape? hahaaa sigh i am fat.