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i really want to go to santa cruz beach boardwalk or raging waters. anything that involves water and an excuse to buy a bathing suit. :D hehehe. though my flab would probably overflow... holy crap the more i think the more i regret that i didnt finish my permit packet sooner. i COULD HAVE MY LICENSE RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT! well today at Church Mr. Chen told us about a true story that happened to be when he was working for the marines in Taiwan. it's really long, but let's just say there was a demon around his troop area and God's words scared the demon away. yeah a DEMON. a floating illuminating fox. strange i know, but it was so interesting.
cheryl and steph came over last night for dinner. SORRY VALERIE it was my parent's thing! it was an old friend get together and i guess my parents dont know your parents very well. we missed you though! while we were outside eating we got into this HUGE discussion about the difference and moralities between right and wrong, legal and illegal. it all started when innocent little cheryl thought that driving alone/driving someone when the driver only has a PERMIT is fine. steph and i teamed up and started "attacking" cheryl. hahah. it was interesting though. the subject then moved onto the subject of dating and age, and finally continued on to love. we havent had a deep conversation in a long time. last time i remember it was probably that one sleepover where we talked about who we truly loved as a friend. im glad that i can have these kind of conversations with my friends because its nice to discuss these types of issues that we can't really discuss with our family or whatnot. as tamie said, without these types of interactions life would be so boring. and DARN we WERE going to do steph's eyebrows but we forgot since we were too deep into our conversations! next time next time. mUAhahaha. i'm sorry I didn't mean to call but I couldn't fight it. I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it and so I surrender just to hear your voice. I know how many times I said I'm going to live without you and maybe someone else is standing there beside you but there's something that you need to know that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying. I have to see you it's all that I'm asking. give me back my fantasies, the courage that I need to live, the air that I breathe. my world has become so empty my day's are so cold and lonely and each night I taste the purest of pain. I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day that it didn't hurt me when you walked away but to tell you the truth I can't find my way. |
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