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i think it would be entertaining for someone to watch me sleep. i keep changing positions, constantly moving, and i always wake up at earlier times before really getting out of my bed. for example i think i woke up 5 times in the morning. once when my dog was whining to go outside so i was half awake walking downstairs to let her out. when i came back into my room i feel face forward into my mattress. later i woke up cuz the sun was on my face and i remember groaning. then someone opened my bedroom door and im really concscious about these things so i woke up but then i realized the blanket was over my head (probably because i didnt want the sun on my face). i woke up at 10 because my mp3 player was playing "Aaron's Party" (ugh downloaded it too long ago.. i hate that song) which i desperately need to delete. i think i was telling myself that i would wake up soon but then the next time i woke up i glanced at the clock and it was 11am. OOPS. and i think this entry is REALLY pointless, but there we go.
dont cry because its over, smile because it happened. remember that ill always be here even though you shove me away. my arm is already extended out towards you. all you need to do is grab my hand and not let go. dont wait forever. ill be here for you.. oh yeah God will too (always always always). come to Church. even though i may be letting go of my chances and feelings toward you, i'm definitely hanging on to what we had from the very beginning. snow ball fights, carrying my duffle bag, basketball knockout, long talks, phone calls over wc3, pearl milk tea walks.... [edit 11:50am] that hurt. it really hurt. i hate how you act sometimes |
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