"For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us...For in hope we have been saved, but hope that is seen is not hope; for who hopes for what he already sees?...But if we hope for what we do not see, with perseverance we wait eagerly for it."

- Romans 8:18-25

                   







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- -Tuesday, August 05, 2003- -

i was talking to brian online yesterday and i was helping him with his girl issues. so i decided "hm why not ask brian about guys?" brian told me to send some conversations of me talking online to boys i might be "interested" in and he read them and interpreted them. brian's reply "OMG I CAN'T STAND THIS. HE LOVES YOU. JUST TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM TOO AND GET IT OVER WITH!!!" he wouldnt tell me how he came to that conclusion and basically said that it's just a feeling. haha what a queer. JK BRIAN IS COOL.

am i really that vulernable? i find myself always being made fun of.. like it might be jokingly but its ALWAYS ME. take history last year for example... oh dear that was horrible. max, robert, chris lyons, raymond, etc. they all made weird annoying comments of me! and robert wouldnt leave me the freak alone. always tapping my shoulder or trying to shoot rubberbands at me. then there's Church where charles steals my lunch and tim makes fun of my face. and at the oak glen retreat all the guys threw snowballs at ME. they didnt bother to throw any at kathy, leslie, or jasmine. AND THEN TWO DAYS AGO. brian and tony decide to mess with my mind. it's really complicated. i went on brian's sn and IMed tony and said "have i ever told you how much i love you?" tony got confused but then i told tony it was me after he told me that brian was being weird. okay now the SUPPOSEDLY part. brian signed on tony's sn and changed his password so tony couldnt get on it. tony went on his other sn. then i signed on brian's sn and changed his password and wouldnt change it back until he changed back tony's. very complicated.. then they kept going "is this tonY? or is this brian..?" later i found out no one went on any one's sn.. they were on theirs the whole time and just wanted to fool me because they were bored. THANKS GUYS. dude, this is not cool. all theyre asking for is a beating from me. watch out women.

[edit 5:18 pm] heh this is the link to the video that inspired me to make this layout. the very last frame of the video is the picture. i hate it when i go "noOOOoOo" i sound so retarded. xP

Janet posted @ 10:38:00 AM | 0 comments