today at Church people who went to the conference in Germany shared about their experience and it was rather refreshing. Out of all of the testimoines, i liked Charles' the best. he talked about how we need to touch the Lord and experience him. We need to also share the word and not be ashamed about our God. I even teared during his sharing. it was particularly when he told us about what one brother said, "If a man falls seven times, he repents to God and rises seven times." that verse reminded me of myself and i was so thankful that God helped me rise again. ive fallen pretty hard this year. grades, pressure, boys, yes they have all brought me down and as well as my self esteem. i think that sophomore year is the most i have ever cried. im not sure how junior year will be. hopefully not as bad as sophomore year, but i trust in Him because He has already given me so much support. i'm ready for a new start. i have cleared the past out of my head. im satisfied with my grades and im actually glad that i was able to raise them by the end of the semester. i dont think i like him anymore :O and before i thought that no matter what i would always have feelings for him and i thought it was hopeless. anywho.. praise the Lord that he cleared away my tribulations for a fresh start.
i'm leaving for cancun tomorrow around lunch time :) i want to get rid of my sock tan. i shall be back on the 17th. will i have internet? who knows but most likely not. deprivation is painful.
