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its kinda sad how the only way we can express our feelings to each other is through paper. are we too cowardly to talk to each other about it face to face? what happened.... someday imma kidnap him and force him to talk to me about this whole mess and i just want to be good friends again. its also sad how this always happen to me. i lose friends one by one because we get too close and everything becomes messed up. i am a relationship jeopadizer. yes that's what i am. i really do want to talk to him... its just that i think he'll think im stupid for trying. he always doesnt take it seriously and acts like he doesnt care. i know youre reading this. im scared, yeah i know, ive always been with confronting people. but ive confronted you so many times before so why cant you just do it this time? id be more than willing to accept.
holy crap dude... i also miss another friend. he doesnt even get online anymore and i barely see him at school. i just want to run up to him and say "im sorry i was such an idiot and i know its been like 8 months, but i hope its still not too late." again.. im stupid like that and i dont have the guts. he thinks i hate him, but i dont. the only way i can say im sorry is if i do it here.. but i will try on making things better.. he doesnt even read this but if you read this and you talk to him tell him im sorry. im sorry peter kim. |
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