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i think what happened to me was that i dreamt too long that i cannot dream anymore. my hopes and inner desires withered away because i couldn't stand to wait anymore. mm it was really killing me inside out. i had to stop.
yuchen gave me advice on guys. i told him practically everything and he analyzed conversations, yaddy yada. he came up with a conclusion.. which i think is pretty probable. basically the guy was clearly interested in the beginning... but i seemed like i wasnt so the guy got the idea we were just friends.. and now its dead. HAHA oh boy. YUM DOES NOT SOLVE ANYTHING! it worsens the situation. im not so sure if i want to go to homecoming anymore... kathy REALLY wants me to go to her homecoming. i know for a fact that i cant go to both. im leaning toward my own, but i really want to wear this dress that steph bought me. it's black and sparkly. i cant wear it to my own homecoming because our homecoming is strictly casual. mmph decisions! our tennis team is screwed up. we're playing logan tomorrow. HAH bad memories. i called dmv and scheduled an appointment for november 7. wish me luck. |
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