if youre on Mission San Jose Girls' tennis team.. hear me out

im sure a lot of you were upset with coach T today because he decided not to let the team vote next years captain and rather have him make the majority of the decision. a lot of people claimed he was changing it so his daughters could be captains. jess told me later though that we should give coach t a chance and maybe hes doing it for a reason. i later realized this was true. the coach gave me a ride home today and he started spilling out all his feelings and he felt about everything. trust me, he has good and reasonable thinking. also we blame him for not doing work, but he showed me a binder because he wants me to do a spreadsheet for the end of the year cd and his binder was so organized and showed so much work. he even cut out newspaper clippings about our team. i feel bad now. everyone doesnt want him to come back next year and are somehow trying to get him fired. i think he really does genuinely care about this team, it's just that we're all afraid of change. this is just my perspective anyway.

also when the coach temporarily left the captains let us vote for next years captains anyway. i wasnt on the final list, and at first i was a little upset, but i got over it easily (as you could tell from practice i was REALLY happy and hyper). mmm i dont know.. part of me really wants to be captain, and part of me doesnt (im not sure if i can handle it). the coach told me that he for sure wanted me to be one of the captains because of the effort i put in with the website and all that.. i dont know... i guess im flattered but i do it for the team yah know? he was all like "dont you want some recognition??" and by the way i am NOT siding with the coach just because he wants to make me captain. honestly, i wouldnt get upset if i didnt become captain because life goes on. so wow more tennis drama!