i would like to announce to the whole world that my period is late 15 days. that is pretty unhealthy. i have also been eating like a monster. i'm CONSTANTLY hungry. i'm becoming obese :( i ate a chicken leg for breakfast, nachos for lunch, qcup crepe afterschool, and i'm eagerly waiting for dinner. my mom thinks im pregnant. well actually no, but when i told her about my abnormal eating habits and my late period she said in chinese "WHAT?! DON'T SCARE ME! DON'T GIVE AN UNEXPECTED SURPRISE!" silly mother, she should know me way better than that.

today i was SO BITCHY. i was PMSing the whole day so hopefully that means that my period will come soon. it all started in first period when we were in the career center for epler searching colleges. ive decided that i want to become an architecht more than i want to become an optometrist. anyway, so i was searching good colleges with the major of architecture and the ONLY UC that offers a good program for architecture is UC Berkeley. Berkeley is a school that i REALLY want to go to, but im not sure if id be able to get in. so that pretty much upset me. the other prestigious schools which offer this major are Brown University in Rhode Island, Cornell, Columbia University, and Pratt Institute in NY, Drexel University in Pennsylvania, Princeton University in New Jersey, and Yale University in Connecticut. i am soooo incredibly screwed. first off those schools are so incredibly hard to get into and i do NOT want to go off that far away! sigh.

anyway while i was looking at this list of colleges i complied and sulking, i was leaning over and cheryl pushes me with her hip on purpose and ALL my papers scatter onto the ground and i accidentally scream "SHIT." man i got sooo pissed off after that. later in spanish cheryl lost the paper we wrote down our dramaticacion so we had to do it all over again in 10 minutes. sorry cheryl.

when i was walking to chem, stephanie passed me and said "JANET YOU CALLED ME WHILE I WAS SLEEPING LAST NIGHT!! 11:30!!" and then i remembered how when i called stephanie asked "WHAT DO YOU WANT" so rudely so i got pissed off again and just walked off without her. mannnnnn im such a bitch. HAHAHAHAHAHA. see there i go PMSing again.

my last PMS moment was when i was going to buy lunch at the student store. I was trying to pass by another lunch line but this stupid kid was in my way and i was politely saying "excuse me" when these too freaking A girls behind me said sarcastically "AHEM." they thought i was trying to cut in line. and i totally burst out shouting "DUDE IM JUST TRYING TO MAKE MY WAY THROUGH THIS FRICKIN LINE BECAUSE I WANT TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE. I DONT WANT TO CUT IN THIS STUPID LINE. FREAKING A" and i just stormed off. then i started thinking about things i shouldve said to those two girls like "IF YOUR FAT UGLY BODIES WERENT IN THE FREAKING WAY THEN MAYBE I COULDVE GOTTEN THROUGH EASIER" of course i cooled myself down and then i started laughing at myself.

blues of a sixteen year old.