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I've come to a point where I doubt the existence of God every single day.
Please pray for me. I think that a major reason of why I keep holding on is by reading someone's xanga. Yeah, I know, how stupid of me, but it's true. I've grown to really admire this guy's devotion and passion to Him. I really wish I could learn to be like him. Stress free week is not as great as I thought it would be. Barely anyone is even participating in the dress up days, not even the officers. Some school spirit we have, huh? I like it though because we have long lunches and instead of buying food and such, I'm in the gym watching the 3 on 3 basketball tournament. I hate arrogant guys who take off their shirts, wear their shorts down low to bare their pelvis, and totally show off by making pathetic fake passes, slam dunking, and such. It makes me laugh at how stupid they look. Okay, I'm done being bitter. He plays basketball so well. :) I'm crazy, I know. But hey, might as well embarass myself to him now because he'll be leaving in four weeks anyway. So I went to the opthamologist that my optometrist recommended me to go to. The doctor diagnosed me with first degree herpes (not genital herpes, guys) in my left eye. I have to take drops and pills four times a day, and I can't wear contacts ever again. How sad... I hate glasses. When I'm 18, I definitely want to get laser eye surgery. Whatta buttface. So uh, yeah, goodbye. |
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