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I think it's finally starting to hit me that I'll be moving out in a week. Sometimes I can't believe how fast I'm growing up. I'm going to miss everyone so much.
Yesterday reminded me of how much of a good time I have with my girl friends. That made me wonder... will there be other people that can make me laugh that hard? People I can make fun of and get away with it? People I can burp in front of (Haha)? It's like somewhat starting over, even with the 57 people from MSJ coming to Cal. When you play taboo, you can't refer to inside jokes or past memories because well... you won't have any with people you just met. I hope I don't change in college, or at least for the bad. I haven't started packing. I guess I should do that today. It feels like I'm going on a long vacation and I'll be back a week later. Yeah I guess I'll come back home often, but it doesn't mean that everything's going to be the same when I come back. People will be gone and those relationships will change. I guess I'm also afraid of my friends changing when they get to college. We say we'll all keep in touch, but sometimes it's just not that easy. So it's not goodbye--yet! I still have one more week. Tonight is girls' night at Becca's. Tomorrow is my last Sunday at Church before college and then a visit to Stanford for Steph. Thanks to all the people in my life who have influenced me and made me the person I am today. :) I love most of you (ahahaha) and we'll meet again soon! |
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